30/12

That is a special date for us... it marks the day when we first dated, we went for our first movie, had our first lunch together, and the first time we hold hands. And it first happened nine years ago on the 30th of December.

Its unfortunate that we were seperated for 2 years due to working issues, but I am glad everything is sorted now and we are back together days and nights.

I am unsure if I could give you another special 30/12, but having you on my side, I realise everday is a special day.

I love you, Fui Yin.

To another dearest friend

I am glad you are finally in peace, in where you deserve to be, free from no more physical suffering.

"I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye to you,

To tell you that I missed you,

To say what now must be one long, unbroken cry of pain,

Now that at last you’ve gone away.

I cannot tell you what a joy it was to be the one to tend you in your need.

The burden was a gift, for giving does not burden one who loves, though loving bleeds.

I wish I could have been with you when you, perhaps aware, perhaps not,

Turned towards death alone, with no one there to wonder to,

To share your fear, you hand, your one last breath.

I wish, I wish, I wish . . . but it is done.

And now I must surrender what is gone."

(Written by: Nicholas Gordon)

Rest in peace Alwin.